Unanswered Questions

2 years ago, you asked me a question.. "Do you really love me or do you just love the way I make you feel?" You asked me this one because I  answered yes when somebody asked me if I see myself with you after 10 years. Now, I think I can answer that question with full honesty. I am in love with you it’s not just about the way you make me feel but, it’s about the way you make me feel about myself. I feel invincible like a real hero. A superhuman, I guess. It’s kind of different whenever when I’m with you. Everything seems so much brighter. You make me want to be a better person. 

After all the pain, my love’s still there. It never changed and I don’t think that it’ll ever change. There’s nothing you can do to make me love you less.

“Don’t think about what can happen in a month. Don’t think about what can happen in a year. Just focus on the 24 hours in front of you and do what you can to get closer to where you want to be.”

Eric Thomas 

I needed to hear this

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This got me through the worst times

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Lagi nalang ko nalang sa’yo pinaparamdam na bad person ka. No, I’m the bad person kasi lagi ko sayo napaparamdam yun. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko para maging okay. Ang ewan kasi ang crappy ko. Hindi ko na naman inisip mararamdaman ko. I make stupid decisions. In fact, the most stupid decisions. Kahit na gusto ko iparamdam sayo parati kung gaano kita kamahal. Kung gaano ka ka-special sakin, iba pa rin yung nangyayari ‘cause I fuck up most of the time. I’m a failure. Hay, ang shit ko talaga.

heeuko:

for when you feel nothing by heeuko [ listen here ] 

1. afire love — ed sheeran // 2. perfect — hedley // 3. i’m with you — avril lavigne // 4. falling up — the cab // 5. sad song — we the kings ft. elena // 6. even my dad does sometimes — ed sheeran // 7. come home — one republic // 8. like we used to — a rocket to the moon // 9. asleep — the smiths

closing time

Feeling ko sobrang sakit. Hindi ko lang feeling kasi di ko naman naiisip yun kung di ko naman nararamdaman diba? Ang hirap kasi wala ako masabihan kasi pakiramdam ko sawa na sa’kin lahat ng tao. Pero diba dapat sakin lang yun kasi problema ko lang naman yun. Pero get? Wala nang saysay mga sinasabi ko. I’m up to no good. I don’t know if this could be better. Minsan, ayaw ko nalang gumising kasi alam ko, walang araw na di ko mararanasan yung sakit. Bakit kaya ganon no? Minsan, kahit gaano na katagal, ganon pa rin kasakit. Hindi nababawasan bawat araw. Nadadagdagan pa nga eh. Hindi nalang ako magsasalita ng kung ano man. Siguro, dapat ikeep ko nalang to sa sarili ko. Kahit mapuno man ako o ano, dapat sa sarili ko nalang. 

Ganun naman talaga dapat diba? Keep everything to yourself. habang tumatagal, mas lalo na akong nagiging sarado sa mga tao. I just want to evaporate. Just let me evaporate. Kill me. Kill me with your bare hands.

words-of-emotion:

Good Vibes HERE

it was never wrong

words-of-emotion:

Good Vibes HERE

it was never wrong

onaclass-hatred:

I want to be your first ‘good morning’I want to be your last ‘goodnight’I want to be your constant “how’s your day going?”Not just the first, not just last but the middle, the most 
I want you to send me random happenings of your dayI want you to tell me your hopes, your dreams, your fearsI want you to show me you depths, your deep dark thoughtsNot just your surface, but the innermost shadowy corners of you
I want us to stay like this but grow at the same time I want us to be there for each other no matter whatI want us to keep these promises, to keep the promiseNot just now, but always

onaclass-hatred:

I want to be your first ‘good morning’
I want to be your last ‘goodnight’
I want to be your constant “how’s your day going?”
Not just the first, not just last but the middle, the most 

I want you to send me random happenings of your day
I want you to tell me your hopes, your dreams, your fears
I want you to show me you depths, your deep dark thoughts
Not just your surface, but the innermost shadowy corners of you

I want us to stay like this but grow at the same time 
I want us to be there for each other no matter what
I want us to keep these promises, to keep the promise
Not just now, but always

this pls

this pls

words-of-emotion:

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quotelounge:

Quote lounge

quotelounge:

Quote lounge

Still.

These word means a lot to me. It’s even better than the most-used-three-word. When you say these word, I started to think it out and I realized that I always have you. Not just now. But, always.

“I tried so hard. You know that, right? I tried harder than you could ever imagine. Now, here I am, trying my best just to forget everything. Every piece of you. The way you smell, the feel of your skin. I can still feel you, I think I always will.”

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I can’t.

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